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Gave up on the last person I considered a friend IRL.

Couldn't tolerate her behavior any longer. I gave her way more chances than I should have, really.

But, yeah... Friendship's over. Got no one left in this godforsaken town.

It's okay, though. I prefer being alone anyway...
  • Mood: Rejected
I've never related to any mythological figure as much as I relate to this woman here.

And all I can really do in light of all that is sit back and hope for karma to come around like the fucking Fury that it is before too many other people get hurt.
  • Mood: Unheard
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She's been so cold, for so long, that she's forgotten how to cry...

The only way to get back to being artistically productive, after being blocked from creating for so long, is to just... draw.

And I can do that now, without having to hear about how "immoral" or "disgusting" or "retarded" or "selfish" it is, or having to deal with domineering and/or envious bitches hovering over my shoulder, making unwanted commentary or just outright jabs, to the point where drawing anything is just too uncomfortable (or even outright dangerous for my mental health, when it used to, and should, be a stress reliever...)

So... here's my first real effort towards that goal - to start drawing more often until I'm being productive again, and progressing with my skills instead of stagnating or outright regressing in them.
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I'm moving

This weekend

To a place with a real, non-rapist manager where, yeah sure, I have to pay for my own power and Internet but rent is $96 so who fucking cares

I'm scared witless oh god
  • Mood: Hopeless
...than not being called back about a job?

Being called and essentially told "Sorry, we're not hiring you. Try again later!"

Like... thanks. Fucking thanks.

I don't know why I even bother trying anymore. I'm apparently 100% unhireable even by companies who will hire people convicted of violent felonies, so why waste my energy?
  • Mood: Hopeless
Gave up on the last person I considered a friend IRL.

Couldn't tolerate her behavior any longer. I gave her way more chances than I should have, really.

But, yeah... Friendship's over. Got no one left in this godforsaken town.

It's okay, though. I prefer being alone anyway...
  • Mood: Rejected

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o-WingedPanther-o
Pantheris
Artist | Professional | Traditional Art
United States
Current Residence: Illinois
Favourite genre of music: Opera/Power metal, club, techno, trance, industrial
Operating System: Windows 8
MP3 player of choice: Eclipse
Shell of choice: Armor plated XD
Favourite cartoon character: TURREHANS
Personal Quote: "You know me - I like to savor that last shot before popping the heat sink..."
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Tanaigre Featured By Owner Mar 14, 2015
Thank you for the DevWatch!
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2ndMercWithAMouth Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2014  Student Filmographer
Hi :D
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A-M-A-P Featured By Owner Dec 6, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
May I kindly ask if you may give me your thoughts on my newest piece ? I Am Hate
I'd really appreciate it if you would! And also, I've sent you a Llama, Fav'd some of your works and I became a watcher! :D
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2ndMercWithAMouth Featured By Owner Aug 26, 2014  Student Filmographer
Hi :D
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royal-tarts Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Female Turians.... YOU ARE THE BEST!! :hug:
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G-man2014 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014
thanks a million for the fave :)
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RoluevasVasReisa Featured By Owner May 8, 2014
Hey i realize its been a long time and you've been having some issues but i hope May has been wiping away those issues and helping everything get all better ^^
i hope you have a wonderful birthday today and i hope today goes wonderful for you =)
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SirStormwarden Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013
It's been a while. How are you doing as of late?
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o-WingedPanther-o Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2013  Professional Traditional Artist
Okay bordering on terrible most days... ><

More "terrible" than "okay" lately, though.
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SirStormwarden Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2013
I see ><
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